TIRED……

I went to Dallas these days. Damn it! It was a tiring trip.Then, I went to the school that may become my future school.I don't know how to describe that school. I supposed to be a cowgirl for a while.On the other hand, I asked my advisor about the degree plan. She told me it's possible that I can graduate next summer.In addition, I can get the scholarship and the in-state tuition.I really don't know how to make a right decision.It's hard to make a decision. I have already stayed in TW for a long time.I am used to live here and get a lot of friends.Time is running soon. I need to get my master degree ASAP.Actually, I really don't want to leave here.Everyone asked me to stay here, but why my advisor treated me so bad.I don't like her attitude. I want to get into our graduate courses instead of PB courses.Unfortunately, I think I may be disappointed about the final decision.But, I will try to do my best to get what I want. If I fail, I will not regret it.

Litte Miss Sunshine

How long have you never seen a great movie?It’s Oscar season right now, what’s you best movie this year? Recently I booked the internet service from blockbuster, that not means I have great time to see movies, only because I want to make further improvement for my English. ( haha...how wonderful this excuse is!)Several weeks b4, I saw a movie great recommended from friends and peers-little miss sunshine, I don't know how Taiwan movie agents translate this movie, hopefully, not too extraordinary"Little miss sunshine" has been nominated to Oscar award, it's really a heartwarming, hilarious movie about family, The great movie doesn't always need great money. The spirits or main thoughts make what they are. Haha....I thought this year Hollywood try to make people to see the inner beauty of the girls. From Emmy award actress winner Salma Hayek in Ugly Betty to Jennifer Hundson in the other this year Oscar nominated movie- dreamgirls, and the cute sweet little girl-Abigail Breslin, they all may not be the hot beauties at first sight. But what impressed me is how confident they are, no doubts, they have true beauty in any ways.
Sometimes, our family members may be the most familiar strangers in our circumstances. We spent a lot of time hang out with our friends, study with our classmates or work with our colleagues. Our family may sometimes have some imperfections, weakness, and misunderstandings. Atmosphere may not so heartwarming. However, after all, it’s still our family. Like characters in this movie, the father lost his job, brother seems have autism, and grandpa looks a weird old guy who was heroin heavy addicted. Their mom, cigarettes never leave her hands and her brother is a embarrassed gay guy. The actress-Olive is a cute but a little bit overweighed small girl. Though they seem each have their own problems. Though at first they found their family was so weird in some aspects. Finally they still found family is the only true support for them. That’s really what family is for.
A good movie like good coffee or tea never need too much sugar too much milk to cover its original flavor. And afterwards, there’s like still some sweet flavors in your tongue and remnant warmth to warm your heart, also giving you a lot of thoughts and reflections. That’s my criteria for great movies. Haha…how abstract my criteria is.

Good fellowship

Good fellowship...This year RECORW was held by Dallas church. This was really a good chance for RE teachers to refill ourselves with strength from God. Though neither a RE coordinator nor a secretary am I, still I learn a lot of things from this workshop and heard great testimony of African missionary troop( Newest Feb. troop )from pastor Vuthy.More wonderful thing was we have great fellowship with bros and sis from all north America chruches, I met several old friends from NYTS or church seminars.It's pity that I have midterm this week and can't take part in all courses.Hopefully, I can better arrange my time, then next time I won't miss such kind of good oppourtunity.Also pity that I had no time to say goodbye to those friends, especially Sanyu and kati, miss a great chace to show you guys DallasI really want to take part in NYTS this year, but It seems impossible for meI have to take courses during summer or I may have to spend one more semester to finish my master degree.It's really so much stuff to do and to learn in US, should I continue my Phd degree here or try to find a job here?Hope God guide a best way for me.

Too much question

too much question
day by day
this kind of life…
make me tired to face a lot of things
study and test never stop every day

I can’t feel myself…
Where am i? i don’t know, but I afraid to think this question.
When I think about that, my mood will down to the deeply valley.
Happy or not?
I can’t find out the answer

I am too anxious to think about my future. I give myself a lot of goal, but I can finish which one first?
Reluctant to do too much things is not very good, especially I want to be the best one.
I promise u while I come back, I will be the best one. This is a worth invest…
Tryin’ to be myself is a dream…not easy to do that
U said I always lose in love
I agree
Relationship
But it is soooooooooooo lucky I be with he not just right now
That’s different of sweet

Findin’ out the answer and keep goin’……

A poem for mother

M-O-T-H-E-R

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER,"the word that means the world to me.

You want a piece of me?

You can be more proud.Do what u want even ur free all day long?Livin’ in ur world fuck,but it doesn't really matter to me.I am still who i am,i still do what i want to do,and i don't give a shit about you!!!cuz it's a waste of my time.If you have the ball ,bring up the beef to me,or you just shut the fuck up!!!


Damn, haven't got so mad in a long time

RESPECT

If you respct me and my friends, i will respect you back in the same way.However, if you don't, i will fuck you ten times back .

RESPECT!!!